It’s here. No running away from it or planning for it now. The “South Beach to Hawaii” diet has officially begun.

What I HAVEN’T officially found out yet is if I’m actually going to Hawaii. But after stepping on the scale this morning it doesn’t really matter if I go or not. I mean it does. I’m sure if I find out I’m not going I’ll have a little bit less motivation, but I still have 4 weddings to plan for!

I was going to post my actual weight here, but then I realized that the BF reads this, and I really don’t want him to know what I weigh. Weird, yes. But I’ve been real weird about my weight my entire life.

So we’re going to go with “0”. That’s the starting point. Next week I’ll show a + or - and we’ll go from there. 

What I will say, though, is that this “0” is more than I’ve weighed in quite some time, which is pretty embarrassing/sad/terrible. I’m not dwelling on it though because I know I’m going to get things under control, starting TODAY!